So much for family.

We're are getting evicted this weekend.
I was planning on going to stay with my aunt in Rockford,
but she changed her mind.
This is the aunt who has all the power in the world to end this.
She has all the power to make my family not homeless.
but no.
She won't.
I doubt if another person on this planet could be more of a jerk.
You see,
My dad has been looking for an apartment, where the rent costs $650 a month. and he has confided in my aunt and uncle about this.

Here's the thing.
They own and apartment complex.
They have a flat right now that is empty.
and has been for many months.
which costs $650 a month to rent.
but the refuse to rent it to us.
For no reason.

They always say that you can count on your family,
that is the biggest load of bull I've ever heard.

So, as of now, we will be staying in gowen.
which is a shitty little town somewhere near greenvile.
Living in a little trailer,
which my (other) aunt, her 2 sons, my grandmother, and grandfather.
if you're counting,
That's 10 people, living in one little 3 bedroom moblie home.
I'll probably get to sleep on the floor in the kitchen.
How awesome.
and to top it off, they don't have internet.
I'm not happy right now.
Hopefully things'll get better.
I don't see how they could get worse.

R.I.P.

So my cat has been sick for a while... but it never really seemed all that bad.
Last night, I went in the room thing outside of my bedroom to check on her,
and I was petting her and stuff... and that's when she had a seizure.
It was probably the most horrible thing ever.
After that she could not stand,
she went blind,
and she kept meowing.
She kept trying to stand, but every time she would just fall back over.
I'd never felt so utterly helpless in my life.
I couldn't breathe, I couldn't move, I couldn't do anything.
I actually had to be carried back into my bedroom.
Otherwise I probably would have just sat in that same spot all night.
I have no idea what was wrong with her,
The vet didn't know what was wrong with her.
but I know that she's gone now.
and I know that I miss her.
I wish that there was something I could've done.
People always say that 'money can't buy happiness'
well, maybe if I had some money, I could have prevented this whole thing.
Maybe I could've saved her.