R.I.P.

So my cat has been sick for a while... but it never really seemed all that bad.
Last night, I went in the room thing outside of my bedroom to check on her,
and I was petting her and stuff... and that's when she had a seizure.
It was probably the most horrible thing ever.
After that she could not stand,
she went blind,
and she kept meowing.
She kept trying to stand, but every time she would just fall back over.
I'd never felt so utterly helpless in my life.
I couldn't breathe, I couldn't move, I couldn't do anything.
I actually had to be carried back into my bedroom.
Otherwise I probably would have just sat in that same spot all night.
I have no idea what was wrong with her,
The vet didn't know what was wrong with her.
but I know that she's gone now.
and I know that I miss her.
I wish that there was something I could've done.
People always say that 'money can't buy happiness'
well, maybe if I had some money, I could have prevented this whole thing.
Maybe I could've saved her.