Drowning.

Lately, I've been spending most of my time inside my own head.
Always thinking thinking thinking.
I've almost completely lost my interest in human interaction,

I have so many things on my mind.
It feels like my head is totally full of warm water, and I'm just drifting around in it.
I dunno if it's a good thing or not.
It's probably not, since I can't seem to focous on anything outside my head.

Today, I dunno how long my dad had been talking,
but I know I didn't notice until he shook my shoulder,
knocking me right out of my thoughts,
the world I created.
It was a little like...
Staring at a stained glass window.
then someone coming up behind you,
and pushing you through it.
Shattering it into a million pieces around you.

It's a little amazing how..
I can have a million thoughts in my head.
in my world.
but when I'm dragged back to reality, I can't seem to recall those thoughts..
and I cant seem to have anything to say...

I think my brain works funny.
Like everyone elses mind runs on gasoline,
and mine runs on grapefruits or something.

This blog was pointless.